Saturday, January 24, 2009 Y 9:55 PM
{huiling}
omg!! sec 4 year is so stressful!! i reach home late everyday. i reach home earliest also around 6-7pm... most of the days is 9.30 almost 10. sometimes even 11. when i reach home i will be so tired, but wad to do? still have to complete homework... and by the time i cimplete the homework, it will be past midnight, and my eyes wont open without the help of my hands. no time to spend with my family. although im always at home, but i miss my family :( i miss ice skating, i miss sleeping at 11pm, i miss sms-ing whenever i wan to, i miss saying goodnights. shit im just emo-ing here... i slept for 16hrs last night, and now im sleepy again. when will i ever be fully awake again? the worst thing is -- i have to go for stupid ART programme where i have to stay back 1hr after school. please la, i nid to go 4hrs of maths tuition 3 times a week, plus all other tuitions. im going to burst my head. commit suicide. tear all my hair out. i wish i didnt have to take o levels, i wish life was just happiness, without all the stress, school, tuition, exams.
okay i poured everything out. well not
everything... but i feel much better already. heeheehee, my doggy is sleeping on my lap now. leading such a happy life, without having to compete for good results, without being pressured to get L1R5 of less than 8.9. being a rich man's dog is the best thing ever, you get to run around the backyard, sticking out your tongue like nobody'd business, eating expensive first class food, playing with high class doggy toys, and playing with a doggy friend.. i wish our lifes were like that, empty of stress. but i guess its just going to get much worst. when its 'a' levels, then university, get a degree, then into the working world, working your heart out to impress your boss, to become a boss, to supply ur family with the money. and then you retire, and die... the way i said it, life has no meaning... just die now, spare the hardships....
okay i poured everything alr :) HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! p.s. i dunno why the mickey mouse down there is wavy..
